19 days never blog le.... alot of things happened to me recently..... all seems to be bad stuffs.... so much things happened make my heart suddenly hardened.... wont feel sad when it is time 2 b sad....wont feel scare when its time to feel scare...wont feel touch when its time to feel touch...cant sense ppl's care when they show me the care....wondering wad's happening 2 me...
ah ling told me that i might be hiding some feelings deep inside my heart or too much things occurred recently make my heart hardened...she might b right...i also dunno....too tired to think....
make an decision i dunno right or nt....it seems i've hurt him....i dunno i alreadi hurt too many ppl le....juz let it b...i think one day everyth will be ok btw us...i believe in tis...coz i guess our frenship wont end like tt...so its juz a matter of time.... shall juz wait and c how...
dad n bro is going china for holidays tml....suddenly feel veri unbear...because after they leave will left onli me n mum....my mum hv to tend her shop...then onli left me alone at home....that's why i choose to go work with ah ling in hotel....to keep myself occupy...
next wk will be fulli occupied...monday, thur, fri, sat work in hotel frm morning to night....tue n wed work at mum's shop....
so long never return to madrain to work le....dunno still can use 2 it or nt....but dun care my aim is to earn $$...tt's my target this holiday...
hope this holiday 1.everyth will be all right for me 2.get to know more frenz 3.earn as much $$ as i can 4.enjoy my holiday 5.got the time n drive 2 study 6.pick up some skills
