Monday, December 25, 2006
lidan(10.17pm)
today is xmas....received alot of msgs frm frens....veri happi..10z guys...
went out quite early with ben today to witness ah ling's baptism at changi beach...actualli ah long aso invited by her but he couldnt make it...can c ah ling is veri happi tt we came....
after tt we went to thier chalet....it was big lo....nv stay too long coz we're planing to go out....
after left the chalet we went to tampines...went watch movie at century square....this time is ben treat us...so gd...we watched the ''curse of the golden flower''...a veri nice show...very exciting....we enjoy alot...
then in btw gt go shop...after tt ah ling said wanted to go print smth so went to ben's hs...i did nt go up coz his dad is at home...too paiseh to go his hs...me n ah ling stay at downstair waiting for him...his condo was nt too bad...kinda thinking moving to tamp n stay...should b nt bad...haha:)
actualli wanted to go tamp hawket to hv our dinner but stupid ben said he's sick of eating at tamp...wated to go somewhere else...so choose City Hall...
went New Yock eat....i eat fish n chips...dict n ah ling eat pepper chicken...think so...nt bad the food....this xmas is quite fun...but it would b more fun if ah long is with us....:)
receive alot of presents this xmas....thanks for all the presents, cards tt u guys gave me....
these few days gonna stay at home n do my things...i think will ask emilyn, dict they all out for movie some days....yup....
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Saturday, December 23, 2006
lidan(12.50pm)
juz woke up n hv my breakfast....
i was so tired....NO..should b veri veri veri.....tired...my legs...my whole body was aching....these 3 days all work for abt 15 hrs per day...keep standing....realli veri tired....
finalli gt the time to rest...so slp till veri late:p
realised still gt aot of things to do....still wondering wnana go out 2 dae...but my legs were too pain to work...see how later...
yesterday receive a veri shocking news from a fren whom i care sooo much...a super sad one....when i heard...i was stunted...dunno wad to do....when i called him...he seems to be veri strong....but can sense tt he's abt to cry....juz dun wanna let us worry....i think i couldnt help him....can onli said tt whenever he needs we'll be there 4 him....cheer up....:)
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Monday, December 18, 2006
Lidan(11.30pm)
Juz came home….today woke up at 7 and went to work at 8….at grand corp. hotel….starts work at 9am….ah ling went to work with me….onli then I noe tt she onli start work at 10am...n she went there so early coz scare tt I dunno how 2 go…sooooo gd sia…
We work at the different places…I’m at 4th floor and she’s at third floor….sian cannot work 2gether…if nt sure veri fun…haha
Is coffee tea today….quite slack…noe quite a few frens and aunties…. The aunty there veri nice lo…talk 2 me n teach me a lot of stuffs….this remind me of four season hotel…the aunties there really diff. frm GC….no patience n torture us….here is so diff….. suddently I felt tt working here so nice….
Then after tt I was kana shift to 2nd floor…the waterfront there to do buffet lunch…quite sian la…was abit bz….but also noe a few frens la so worth it…
After tt was kana shift back again to do the coffee break again….slack again….
Oh ya…before tt I went to store room to put the sugars I saw ah ling…she kept some bread for me to eat…haha so funni…then we hide inside a room n enjoy our break….the butter veri nice lo… altot onli a few bread…but I felt tt like we’ve return to last time…both of us playing joking…haha…tt’s fun….i guess some of u might not understand how I feel…but it’s really fun haha…
Then actually we suppose to end our work at 5pm…but tt stupid captain heard I asked ah ling isit tt we going home now…then he heard tt tot we wnana go home n let us go…tt idiot shorty….:P
But aso gd la coz ah ling can go to mandarin hotel to get her money…..
Today went back 2 mandrain for awhile…but feeling veri gd …coz like came back to a familiar place…a lot of memories were brought back…then aso met a guys used 2 noe last time…hope to c him again….looking forward to thurs work…at mandarin hotel…
After collecting the money…we went to shop for chrismas present…bought a pair of shoes for ah ling….then after tt shop for veri long then bought the frenz presents….wow…I can sae me n ah lign really gonna die le…we’re so tired…our legs really going to break…really….
Some more the rain were so heavy…so mani ppl…so irritating…but was glad tt we finalli bought the presents…but I’m really broke…..pocket onli left $2….n ah ling left I think 4o cents onli…
On the way home today…I met a lady who seems to having difficulties in breathing….so mani ppl walking pass her but no one stop helping her so I went up to help her walk down the overhead bridge…then a guy beside me as help me…she said she wnana go home to hv wad diabetes injection…n need to rush home but onli left $4 cannot take taxi… I really left no $$ so tt guys gave her $10 to take taxi….i think tt lady is cheating $$ by gaining sympathy…… hai…y gt such ppl….sian….
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Saturday, December 16, 2006
lidan(10.03pm)
having a headache now...dunno why...
ok basically i think whenever i'm free i'll update my blog to keep u guys inform...:)
woke up at 10 plus 2dae...wanted 2 slp more but cant coz dad keep come in n disturb me...asking me to help him iron clothes so tt he can bring overseas to wear....sian...
went out to the church at 3.30pm...as ah ling wanted me to go pray....
actualli wanted to send my bro n dad off but they said no need ...so i didnt go....Bon Voyage dad n bro...to elvina also who went to korea n beijin 2dae...
i've think carefully le....my mind sudden awake so called ....
but the way ..talk 2 me makes me feel like the same attitute .. gave me last time when .. dun wnana talk 2 me... veri irritating
i'm nt going to call or find .. i've take out my 1st step...the rest up to .. lo....dun care now....
talk 2 ah ling alot 2dae...crap alot at bishan park...after tt we went to buy drinks n food...went to the park beside my hs...sit down there for abt 1 hr plus crapping eating ...laughting....
i'm so glad tt at least there're always such a wonderful fren there 4 me...as compare to other ppl i'm realli veri lucky...to hv her....as my best fren.... hoping to learn frm him to becum a strong n mature person...
after tt we went to my hs....coz she was afraid tt i'll feel lonely as my mum haven reach home...she's right...i'll feel so...kinda miss my dad n bro...miss my dad n brother's nagging..feeling so empty now...
gal...(u should noe who am i refering too) i dunno i tell u tt is the right or wrong thing...i think u hv the right to know the truth...as ur fren i hv 2 tell u...can c tt u r real sad....but take it as a time to learn ok?? do cheer up...need a listening yr or wad juz gif me a call ok??? jia you...luv u...:P may GOD bless u to pass this difficult period asap....
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Friday, December 15, 2006
LIDAN(05.26PM)
19 days never blog le....
alot of things happened to me recently.....
all seems to be bad stuffs....
so much things happened make my heart suddenly hardened....
wont feel sad when it is time 2 b sad....wont feel scare when its time to feel scare...wont feel touch when its time to feel touch...cant sense ppl's care when they show me the care....wondering wad's happening 2 me...
ah ling told me that i might be hiding some feelings deep inside my heart or too much things occurred recently make my heart hardened...she might b right...i also dunno....too tired to think....
make an decision i dunno right or nt....it seems i've hurt him....i dunno i alreadi hurt too many ppl le....juz let it b...i think one day everyth will be ok btw us...i believe in tis...coz i guess our frenship wont end like tt...so its juz a matter of time.... shall juz wait and c how...
dad n bro is going china for holidays tml....suddenly feel veri unbear...because after they leave will left onli me n mum....my mum hv to tend her shop...then onli left me alone at home....that's why i choose to go work with ah ling in hotel....to keep myself occupy...
next wk will be fulli occupied...monday, thur, fri, sat work in hotel frm morning to night....tue n wed work at mum's shop....
so long never return to madrain to work le....dunno still can use 2 it or nt....but dun care my aim is to earn $$...tt's my target this holiday...
hope this holiday
1.everyth will be all right for me
2.get to know more frenz
3.earn as much $$ as i can
4.enjoy my holiday
5.got the time n drive 2 study
6.pick up some skills
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