long ti me never blog le...thing now is the time to write blog le...to keep my frens update...:) basicalli recently was veri bz...bz with tests...and alot of things....never been hv a gd slp for abt 3 wks le....kinda emotionalli tired.....veri tired i can sae.... today went to do the cip again...was painting the walls... still could nt finish so hv to go back tml...hopefulli we can finish by tml...can see that ah ling is quite stress coz she's the overall incharge...if we dont do the things properly...she's the one will kana scolded...so somtime when she saw ppl did nt do thier job...she tends to get angry....hope the rest will understand....:0 i was quite bad temper these few days...easily get angry....think is coz nt enough rest...hope will realli hv sometime to hv a gd rest....:) alot of things happened recently....i think alot...my frenship with some impt frenz seems to be fading off....was quite sad abt it...n i dunno how 2 save it...tot i gain a frenship...but still will feel unsercure....i scare to loose the frenship again...somehow i aso dunno y....i think i scare...scare to loose any of my gd frens....i can said i realli put in effort in those frenships...if realli cant work then nth i can do.... i think i'm too tired.....dun hv any drive to do anith .... hope all the problems will leave me....
